Wednesday, January 30, 2013

A new year.  A revised self. 
Less talking, more doing.  Doing. 
Doing doing.  How do I do?  I am so used to thinking about an action, which in my mind is as good as actually performing that action.  But that has only produced false realities.  For too long I have let indecision be the decision.  Clearly, my list of have-nots has accumulated to a painful pang in my chest that I cannot let exist anymore as my boundary of thought.  I must break through.  So, instead of imagining an action, these vapors of mine are collecting, growing, and forming a weighted substance.

I see what I want and I will fetch it.  But how do I get from point A to point C?  This is not something I am used to doing on my own.  I must figure out the mechanics of point B, and I am doing this now. 

I did not learn my alphabet without B. 

B smart B proactive B a doer.  Sometimes it sucks, just to B.

But for now, I will make it work.  For now, forever, I am a revised person. 
Right now, I am in the B.